dress up in you- belle and sebastian

I'm the singer, I'm the singer in the band
You're the loser, I won't dismiss you out of hand
You've got a beautiful face
It will take you places

You kept running
You've got money, you've got fame
Every morning I see your picture from the train
Now you're an actress!
So says your résumé
You're made of card
You couldn't act your way out of a paper bag

You got lucky, you ain't talking to me now
Little Miss Plucky
Pluck your eyebrows for the crowd
Get on the airplane
You give me stomach pain
I wish that you were here
We would have had a lot to talk about

We had a deal there
We nearly signed it with our blood
An understanding
I thought that you would keep your word
I'm disappointed
I'm aggravated
It's a fault I have, I know
When things don't go my way I have to

Blow up in the face of my rivals
I scream and rant, I make quite an arrival
The men are surprised by the language
They act so discreet, they are hypocrites so fuck them too!

I always loved you
You always had a lot of style
I'd hate to see you on the pile
Of ‘nearly-made-it''s
You've got the essence, dear
If I could have a second skin
I'd probably dress up in you

You're a star now, I am fixing people's nails
I'm knitting jumpers, I'm working after hours
I've got a boyfriend, I've got a feeling that he's seeing someone else
He always had a thing for you as well

Blow in the face of my rivals
I swear and I rant, I make quite an arrival
The men are surprised by the language
They act so discreet, they are hypocrites forget them
So fuck them too

putus

anjing babi bangsat
itu cuma kata, sumpah serapah belaka
apakah dari mulutmu yang sedang berbusa,
bisa keluar makna?
ludahmu sudah kutepis, bahkan kutangkis
anjing babi bangsat-mu itu tidak mempan lagi
kalau memang maunya pisah, yasudah
ayo ambil jalan masing-masing
putuskan sendiri
jangan jadikan anjing babi bangsat pedomanmu lagi

kalau hobimu cuma katain 3 kata itu ke aku
tidak usah telfon telfon lagi
mulai sekarang aku ganti IM3

fufufufu

saya tidak mau seperti mereka
itu kata-kata yang selalu diulang dalam hati saya
mengalahkan dzikir, mengalahkan doa
mereka yang nyinyir dan memegang bir

saya tidak mau hanya hidup saat masa muda
itulah yang saya ulang-ulang dalam sukma
karena saya tidak mau seperti mereka
hanya hidup dengan hedonisme dan hura-hura

saya tidak mau seperti mereka
ya, saya tidak mau seperti mereka
tolong jangan biarkan saya seperti mereka

lol

i look at my finger,twice,before meet his gaze and open my mouth.

"Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis ?"

Now he look annoyed and sigh. "Come on! Is that your best guess? Even 5 years old can do better. And that's metaphorical,you ought to know that before making up some argument with me."

its monday afternoon.its our 'word game' together. i never know that this guy in front of me is this annoying at our first meet. if i know i wouldnt be here,would i?


"yeah,and im no doctor. you ought to know that."

he raise his elbow from the table and make a 'crack' sound while he stretch his muscle. im still thinking. not about the answer of the question he's asking me. but about how could i stuck up with this arrogant,whiny,and self centered bastard?

"hey jimmy,im done stretching this muscle and you still dont know the answer? should i repeat? what is the longest word that looks like medical term,long,and Shakespeare like?"

add to that,he cant be patient.

i wink twice before answering, "if only i go to language school instead of law school." sigh, i throw myself beside him. getting bored by the game. the game i almost couldn't solve everytime he throw it.

he looks at me,"hey! i can smell the sarcasm. good for you,and bad for health," then he change his position. i look at him back. bored.

im thinking,again,how could i stuck with him in all these years?

he smiles and stare at me.

"you bored?" he asks,leaned himself in his hand.

i nod. still looking at him.

he smiles again. and reach my chin. its slow but sure,his lips and mine are now tied.

i close my eyes. feeling the taste of his lips on my mouth. bittersweet. good,but also sour at the time. mix up feeling,i must admit.

suddenly he stops. still looking at me,but he smirk a little.

"its Honorificabilitudinitatibus,you give-up-er. and its google-able."

i smile back,"i knew it! if only you give me--"

now he slip his mouth against mine again. there's really nothing i could do except give up. and let him lead.

"happy now?" is the last thing i remember he says when he leads me to the bedroom.

now i remember why i stick with him all these years.

animaniacs

Roses are red, Violets are blue.

That's what they say, but it just isn't true.

Roses are red, and apples are too.

But violets are violet. Violets aren't blue.

An orange is orange, but Greenland's not green.

A pinky's not pink, so what does it mean?

To call something blue when it's not, you defile it.

But aww, what the heck? It's hard to rhyme "violet".

Thank you.

gadisku

gadisku warnanya abu-abu
kuteksnya tidak merah jambu atau kuning keemasan
mereka tidak juga dilirik saat pertama kali masuk ruangan
tapi setelah mereka buka mulut dan tarik suara
semua orang akan diam ternganga

gadis-gadisku bukan mainan lelaki yang bisa dilempar sana sini
tak banyak yang sadar merah jambu yang ada di balik sopannya satin mereka
bukan kalimat hura-hura pula yang suka mereka lontarkan
karena itu spesies bodoh untuk fertilisasi kadang butuh waktu
waktu yang lama untuk menyerap kemolekan paras dewi dewi itu

gadisku memang sederhana dengan impian sejuta
ada yang mau jadi cekrak cekrik pergi ke korea ada juga yang ganti benua
mereka semua tidak butuh terlalu hal hal cilik
karena biar mereka kecil tapi pikirannya sampai amrik


gadis gadisku bukan yang mudah ditowel oleh pria
bukan yang disukai bocah muda
bukan pula yang pamer pamer kulit sini sana
tapi coba kasih gadis gadisku sedikit waktu
saat mekar si bunga
tidak ada yang tidak mau sembah sujud jempol kaki betina ini
tinggal yang dulu tak mau saja silahkan berdiri
nyesel-nyesel kenapa tidak persunting gadisku

pengwasa

JANGAN PERNAH KAMU NGOMONG NGGAK PERNAH KORUPSI!
Aku,dia,rakyat,masyarakat,kamu pikir kami tidak tahu?
Kami cuma malas bergerak. Makanya kami biarkan.
Suara cadelmu susah bilang 'R'
Waktu muda kamu lupa ya sering teler?
Hati-hati janji sama ucapanmu
Aku bisa turunkan kamu dari kursi kayu itu,penguasa.

with desperate effort

right click, save image, back to right click
i've got 8321 photos in one album
the album, i named it 'you, my love'
it's full of your photos, from so many angles
same smile, different point of view
now tell me
am i desperate enough?
i am

i'm desperate
then if you agree
will you let me hold you down?

then if i am not

it will become 8322 photos next morning

veronica

Hp didepan dua bola mataku tidak juga bergetar
Kutunggu lagi,
1,2,3..
Masih saja nggak getar
Aku mau si hitam ini nyala dan bunyi
Mendendangkan "tenenet tenenet tenenenenet" biar aku lega
Sudah pukul 12 malam
Dan benda ini terus diam

Jemari kugemelutukkan
Kukunya sudah kugigiti habis
Jempol kaki sudah kuhias dengan kuteks warna warni
Katanya mau kencan? Tapi kabarmu tak ada disini
Kulitku sudah mayang mataku sudah lembu
Kamu selalu saja nggak tepati janji
Ditelfon berkali kali hanya si sambut sama suara wanita lain lagi
Veronica terus terus jawab telponku
Sebenarnya pacarmu veronica atau aku sih,masku?

Benda itu bergetar,seperti hewan dibuku biologi
Mendendangkan "tenenet tenenet tenenenenet"
Aku cepat cepat tekan tombol hijau
'Ya?'
Aku mengangguk.
Aku mengangguk lagi.
Telpon diseberang ditutup.

Pantas kamu nggak kabarin,masku.
Ternyata Tuhan sudah panggil nyawamu.

rich kid from rich family

Aku ini putrinya tuan
Jenis kelaminku masih perawan
Tapi tetap saja dudukku ngangkang
Behaku dijadikan mainan
Aku nggak pernah ngerti norma kesusilaan
Setan